Monday, September 15, 2008

Oh the changes....

So I got a new job at a local hosptial! No more Solantic!! I miss the folks I worked with but that's all I miss from that place! I'm working in a cancer center in the lab. Seeing people who have to deal with chemo, radiation, ect. makes me think maybe my life isn't all that terrible sometimes. I've also decided I'm going back to school! Hopefully in January, to finally get my nursing degree.
On September 11, I was lucky enough to witness the most amazing thing I've ever seen...a live birth! Scott seems to think I'm strange and gross but it was truely the coolest thing I've ever seen. His cousin Michelle gave birth to her 4th child Piper Bree! 11lb 3oz of beautiful baby. Oh and she was 22in long. All the L & D nurses were amazed at how big she was and that her mother birthed her naturally.
I've always been interested in labor and delivery and now I KNOW that once I finish school and become an RN that's were I want to be.
I can't wait for next month when my I get to meet my first niece Rylee Sue! My sister had her 3D/4D ultrasound a week ago Sunday and I got to see Rylee. She def. has Aunt Ashy's nose : D

I'm still sad sometimes, I miss John so much it seems likes everything happened just yesturday. I was leaving the grocery store the other day and I saw a guy in the parking lot who looked like John, it gave me chills and I almost started crying. I miss the baby that Scott and I lost, it's hard everyone I know seems to be pregnant or just gave birth. I'm so happy for those people but I want it myself ya know? I feel guilty for being jealous it's still I guess. But in God's time right?

1 comment:

Christy said...

It is in God's time. You know I've been married 11 years and am just now pregnant at 36 years old. I've always loved children and deep down always wanted them and just had to be patient. It will happen for you at just the right time...I'm sure of it!
Love you bunches!!